Photo credit, Stephanie Stewart-Howard “12thandbroad.com” (see link at the bottom of this page).
It is precisely the “Snake Oil Effect” that makes peoples eyes gloss over when I mention LDN. It just sounds too good to be true.
It is inexpensive and has little to no side effects, even at the higher FDA approved dosage of 50-300mg/day, which has been used to help wean addicts off opiates and alcohol since it’s 1994 FDA approval (see LDN factsheet link below).
LDN is literally “Low Dose Naltrexone,” using dosages of 1.5-5mg/day for healing vs. the approved FDA label “high” dose for helping relieve alcohol and opiate addiction.
“It’s even effective on cancer!” I have been heard saying enthusiastically, as the person I am speaking to turns and quickly exits the conversation.
Why does it seem too good to be true? Because it doesn’t fight the disease itself, it heals your immune system so that your body can fight the disease. Is it a miracle drug, no. Will it heal or cure everyone and anything? No. If you keep drinking diet coke and eating preservative laden food, smoking, drinking, and sitting on your bum, will you likely feel well even if you take LDN? I seriously don’t have any idea, as I work to avoid those things.
I cannot think of a profession more frustrating than working as a doctor or health care professional in the modern western world:
Dr., “How can I help you today?”
Patient, “I am hurting, sick and/or depressed.”
Dr., “We know that a healthy diet, exercise and hydration are key to wellness.”
Patent, “Sure, I do all that... but I am still very ill.” The patient just went through the McDonald’s drive through and enjoyed a quarter pounder with cheese and a diet coke on the way to her appointment. When she gets home she will have 2 double bloody-marys to relax. She also drank 6 cups off coffee, including several vanilla latte’s today. She never drinks water. To be fair, she did run 4 miles at the gym.
Dr., “Well, if you are doing everything we know will keep you well, I suppose I can prescribe a few of the miraculous medications our Pharmaceutical Reps have shared with us, out of the goodness of their heart and the desire for the healthiest population in the history of mankind.”
Patient, “Thank you for listening and caring.” And she leaves with a prescription for Ambien, to sleep better, Klonopin to feel less anxiety, and Lithium for her original diagnosis of bipolar. She knows she can get any drug available, with less than a request for it, based on her diagnosis. She also knows she will misuse or abuse any medication she is given. She actually seeks out drugs that will be effective in an overdose.
I didn’t want to be that patient anymore. No drinking, no diet coke, exercise as tolerated, eat organic and clean as much as possible, pray, meditate, sleep well... and guess what? Since I am bipolar, and after 3 years of being medication free, I ended up back in the Dr.’s office. I was sure there wasn’t an answer for me. That was on April 24th.
On April 23rd, the day before my doctors appointment, I had emailed the Seattle Neuropsychiatric Treatment Center. The first question, and it’s a fair one, was who am I insured with. I found out that Electric Convulsive Therapy, ECT, would run about $30,000.00 for 12 treatments and Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation, orTMS, about $9,000.00 for a 6 week course. During which I would need to be living in Seattle.
I spoke to my husband, who had stayed in from fishing more than twice this April to take care of me. That doesn’t happen. He has missed children being born, holidays, birthdays, life. Life goes on when you are married to a fisherman, unless he is so worried that life will not go on, and in those rare crisis he has stayed by my side. In the past that meant he came in after I was hospitalized. Recently it has been because he understood I did everything in my power to be safe and healthy, and still wasn’t. So he stayed.
When he was in town again, although the tides and fishery allowed him to be on the fishing grounds, I said, “I am going to have to go get help.” And he said, “please go to the doctor here and ask him about your idea, but I support you no matter what.”
And that is how I found out about LDN.
When I left the Dr.’s office that Friday the clinic was closed. He had listened sincerely, he had given me feedback on ECT and that he didn’t know anything about TMS. He gave me the option of Depakote or LDN, but I didn’t write down the name of the second one, and I knew I would refuse the first option. He listened to me for so long that the clinic was closed when my appointment ended. I walked out into the clinic corridor to a building only lit by daylight.
My best friend, who works there, led me to the door to unlock it for me. I hugged her. I cried in defeat. My anger and disbelief overtook me. After all I had done, after all the changes, I would have to be medicated. There seemed no other option.
I couldn’t find any information about LDN that weekend, having not written the name down.
“Can I have your doctors appointment Missy?” I asked my daughter.
“If you really need it,” she said. I really did.
When I went back on Monday morning I said, “tell me again, what is the name of the other medicine, not Depakote? I couldn’t find it anywhere.”
After finding it wasn’t a bigPharma drug, my heart and mind opened a little more. I didn’t believe there was anything that could help me either. And for less than $75 per month with little to no side effects? Puuuuullllleeezeee. And Mrs. Stewart-Howard may say, “who do you think you are filling people’s minds with unscientific garbage!”
Except, it is science. Why does it work on so many illnesses? Because it isn’t attacking the illness, it is repairing the immune system. It is helping your own body heal itself. It’s that simple. If you want to learn more, or know more, please “Google LDN,” as the author Joseph Wouk suggests in his like titled book. He also drank diet coke, he suffered from MS and his symptoms were relieved with LDN.
I tentatively noticed the first morning, after my first night dose, that some veil, some cloud, something was gone. I didn’t want to get my hopes up, yet I recognized it as something I had rarely felt in my life, an absence of wanting to die.
On May 29th I will have been taking LDN for a month. Did it take weeks to work, no. Will it be the same story for everyone? Of course not. However, what has anyone got to lose? Suppose you try it for your illness and it works. Hooray for you. Suppose you try it and it isn’t the problem, your immune system doesn’t need support, your endorphin levels are normal, well, you can always work on your diet, hydration, exercise and meditation.
It reminds me of when my mom would say, “Lisa, why don’t you try saying a prayer.”
Of course I would say, “that won’t automatically make things better.”
And she would say, “it can’t possibly make things worse.”
And that’s LDN. It can’t possibly make things worse.
Disclaimer: the realization that there is a medicine that has relieved symptoms and increased my hope for health in no way reduces my prior blogs. Many ailments can be remedied with diet, exercise, hydration and meditation. My experience with LDN is in addition to the many changes I have made, and maintaining those choices give me the best chance at a healthy life. Bipolar I is a devastating illness which I worked very hard to maintain without drugs. In this case I feel BLESSED to have found a drug, a medicine, that has helped with symptoms I had to work extremely hard to manage, or couldn't manage. Even if it felt, initially, like I was betraying my own self. In order for growth to be possible, flexibility must be present. It took some major flexing for me to accept medication.